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i think im going to shut down this account because i want to make another blog with specialities. i have some ideas like foodtography or shopaholic or something in between lol at least i want to get involved and addict to it.


so wait for it! its gonna be out in this week

its already 70% so im excited! haha







long time no see you guys, sorry 😦 i was busy about my foot – my ankle dislocation so i need 3months rest, my new phone – iPhone 4 and also i am looking for a job now :S

i dont have anything to say again but i will! soon! 😉

i love what God gives me till today, and i believe everything happened for one reason. so enjoy your day (night) and ciao!

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“When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess.

When we were ten, they asked again and we answered – rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we’ve grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how ’bout this: who the hell knows?!

This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love – a lot. Major in philosophy ’cause there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.

So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won’t have to guess. We’ll know.”

– Jessica Stanley in Eclipse The Movie

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1 Litre of Tears

I was re-watching 1 Litre of Tears, it’s dorama – Japan Serial Movie talking about Aya have incureable desease. When I first watch it-like in 2005 ago, it was very sad. But when i watched it again, it still sad but not make me crying, i was just “oh so pity”

In that story tell us about how to appreciate life, when Aya caught she had incurable desease – spinocerebellar degeneration, she just ask herself “why me? i just 15 years old”. No one knows when your life ended, so do i. Because of that, we always teached to thanks to God for every second we have, including the happiness or sadness feeling at the moment.

Since i’m not a good teller story, so take the summary from wikipedia :

Aya Kitō was diagnosed with a disease called spinocerebellar Degeneration when she was 15 years old. The disease causes the person to lose control over their body, but because the person can retain all mental ability the disease acts as a prison. So in the end she cant eat, walk or talk.

Through family, medical examinations and rehabilitations, and finally succumbing to the disease, Aya must cope with the disease and live on with life until her death at the age of 25.


Here is one of Ikeuchi Aya’s Diary – which is my fave : 

My life is like a flower that hasn’t bloomed yet.
From the start of this youth, I want to treasure it and have no regrets.

Okaasan. In my heart, I know I can always trust my mom.
From this point forward, I leave it for you.
I’m sorry for always making you worry.

This disease, why it did choose me?
Fate. It can’t be put into words.

I want to make a time machine and go back in time.
If it wasn’t for this disease, not only I could I enjoy falling in love but I also wouldn’t have to rely on anyone and live by myself.

I really don’t want to say things such as “I want to go back to how things were before”.
I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.

Therefore I definitely won’t run away.
That’s what I’ll do. Definitely, always.

Even if it’s like that, I still want to stay here.
Because this is the place where I am.
To be able to be seen as an equal by my friends, I’m really thankful.
“We’ve started to like reading, under Aya’s influence”, they said.
“Ah! that’s great”. I didn’just only make trouble for them…
Thinking like this, I’ve started not mind it that much.

If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly and smiles at me… I’m alive.
I’m alive.
There are still four days until school ends.
Seems like that because of me, everyone is folding a thousand paper cranes.
The looks they had when they were folding so diligently,
I’m going to keep them deep in my memory.
Even when we’ve been separated, I will never forget them. But… I’d rather hear them say “Aya-chan, don’t go.”

People shouldn’t dwell on the past. It’s enough to try your best in all that you’re doing now.
The sounds, “ma”, “wa”, “ba” and “n” have become hard to pronounce.
I can only breathe out air instead of saying it. So I can’t communicate with others.
Recently, I have been talking to myself a lot. I didn’t like it before,
but to practice pronouncing, I have to do it. I will not give up on speaking…

Reality is too cruel, too brutal. I don’t even have the right to dream.
As I think about the future, the tears will come out again.
Where should I head towards? Even if there isn’t an answer, I’ll feel better by writing it down.
I’ve looked for a pair of helping hands. But I couldn’t feel them, couldn’t see them.
I only face towards the darkness and hear sounds of my hopeless screams.

Okaasan, will I be able to get married?

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Indonesia Public Holiday 2012

  • Tahun Baru Masehi

International New Year’s Day

Sunday, 1 January 2012

  • Tahun Baru Imlek

Lunar / Chinese New Year – 1st day of 1st month of lunar calendar

Monday, 23 January 2012

  • Maulid Nabi Muhammad SAW

Mawlid / Mouloud (Birth of the Prophet) – Birthday of the Islamic Prophet Muhammad, falls on 12th of Rabi’-ul-Awwal of Islamic Calendar

Saturday, 4 February 2012

  • Hari Raya Nyepi (Tahun Baru Saka)

Bali New Year – Balinese “Day of Silence” that falls on Bali’s Lunar New Year. Nyepi is primarily a Hindu holiday

Friday, 23 March 2012

  • Wafat Isa Al-Masih (Jumat Agung)

Good Friday – Date varies; this is the Friday before Easter Monday, which is the first Monday after the first Paschal Full Moon following the official vernal equinox.

Friday, 6 April 2012

  • Hari Raya Waisak

Vesak Day – Buddha’s Birthday, usually is celebrated on the first full moon day in the month of May

Saturday, 5 May 2012

  • Kenaikan Isa Al-Masih

Ascension Day

Thursday, 17 May 2012

  • Lailat al Miraj

Ascension of the Prophet

Saturday, 16 June 2012

  • Hari Proklamasi Kemerdekaan R.I.

Indonesian National Day – Celebrating the country’s proclamation of independence in year 1945

Friday, 17 August 2012

  • Hari Raya Idul Fitri / Lebaran

Eid al-Fitr – End of Ramadan. Symbolize winning from the evil after 1 month of fasting. Most important Indonesian holiday for Muslims in Indonesia.

Sunday, 19 August 2012

  • Hari Raya Idul Adha / Hari Raya Haji

Eid al-Adha Feast of the Sacrifice / Kurban

Friday, 26 October 2012

  • Tahun Baru 1433 Hijriyah

Al-Hijra Islamic New Year according to Islamic calendar, falls on 1st of Muharram

Thursday, 15 November 2012

  • Hari Raya Natal

Christmas Day

Tuesday, 25 December 2012

Happy Indonesia Holidays 2012 !

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